Remembering Poem by brittney brooke

i am sitting here
drinking away the pain.
just another year
full of blood stains.
the bottles half empty
as i reflect back on my life.
all the drama and the pain
its a wonder i survived.
i remember you
all the fun we had.
all the stuff we did
how did it all go bad.
the bottles now empty
as i get up to get another.
i picture us there
standing next to ur mother.
you in your suit
me in my dress
getting ready
for one of lifes biggest test.
would we pass
or would we fail
only god knew the outcome of our test.
'WE FAILED'