Restriction Or Unrestriction Poem by Riya Gangwar

Until my demonized soul is released,
I will continue to hurt,
I will continue to abolish myself,
My life no longer has meaning,
Blackness fills the crust of my well being,
Burning, a scratching sensation helps only for a short period,
Then all is lost and forgotten,
Until u set it off,
... Until it is recognized that I'm not safe,
Unsafe from others,
Unsafe from thyself,
Always held hostage inside my own home,
Should it change if unrestricted,
Outcome looks profitable,
Only thow shall open ones eyes too see,
All the unnecessary outbursts you've shoved intome,
I promise to stop,
Remember they mean nothing,
Thy mouth is thy outer voice u hear,
Only to be heard but not asked to be seen,
Love me for me,
Forgive me...