Sadness. Poem by Shannon Nicole

These tears are burning my throat,
But I dare not to let them fall.
I thought we were past this crying this,
It was just going to be a memory from then on.
My mind simply lied to me,
It wants me to cry but I cannot.
There's a smile somewhere deep inside,
But it can't seem to find it's way to the surface.
Trying everything possible to hold back these pointless sobs,
But nothing seems to work.
There's no one here to talk to,
To help get over this feeling.
I hate this one emotion of many,
I hate this feeling called sadness.