Saint Jude Poem by Adrianna La Flash

Saint Jude
Saint of lost causes

I've come to lose myself
In a battlefield, with bloodshed and torture
The battle seen only to those who look ever so closely
Who listen ever so carefully
This battle is held in my mind

Saint Jude
Saint of lost causes
I've come to lose myself
I've tasted death, felt the blurred edge
And come back wrapped in cords, wires
Whispering of monitors,
Doctors and machinery alike

Saint Jude
Saint of lost causes
I've come to lose myself
I was once in love
And thrown away
Not good enough

Saint Jude
Saint of lost causes
I've come to lose myself
Beaten, Broken, Alone
Somethings...
Stolen that can never be replaced
Afraid.
I've come to lose myself.
Loosing hope
Loosing faith in humanity

Oh Saint Jude
Saint of lost causes
Am I?
Am I a lost cause.