Saturday Night Movie Poem by TR Jones

At times like these I hate myself
She sat there alone, all by herself
In my head I had it all planned
I just wanted to hold your hand
But I just couldn’t do it
The courage I just couldn’t get
What am I so afraid of
All I want is a little bit of love
But I’m so terrified of getting hurt
I’m so scared now that I can’t even flirt
But I have finally found the solution
Its time to clear my head of this pollution
From now on everything I do will be for her
And I’ll forget about all the pains that were
I tell myself this after the night is done
So that next time maybe we will have some fun