Scaring Myself Poem by Nicholas Hrynchuk

Lately I've wanted things
That most don't think about
It's freaking me out
But I don't know why it's happening
I've always liked the taste of blood
Found it a little comforting
But now it feels like I need it
I've been able to smell it
My throat burns when I haven't had any
So pretty much all day
I lick my lips if I see any on TV
I smelt some earlier
And my mind kinda went away
I wasn't able to though
Because it was on someone else
And I just froze
The smell messing with me
I've been wanting to attack my brother
Just go for his throat of his wrist
Where the blood flows most
I had a dream last night
In it I actually killed someone
But only for protection
But in the end of it
I slit the side of his throat
And just drank
I'm really scaring myself