Screw It I Need You Poem by Miyu Yamizakie

How many times will I count the days
Until I see your face again?
I'm never gonna,
But I'll still love you...

I miss you every day of the year,
And all the nights I sleep, I cry,
Now I'm filled with anxiety and fear
Until I see that you are near again.

I hate you,
I love you,
I hate you,
I love you...

I can't see the sky through all my stupid tears,
They're always there and I just can't get rid of them,
And even when the sun shines brighter than all my best years,
It's always overcast and raining wherever I am without you.

I hate you,
I love you...

I've loved you forever, I've always known
Since the first day we met
That you were the one, but now you're gone
Forever.

My misery spreads like wildfire
Every day I'm without you,
And you'll never come back again, you're aliar,
But I still can't help but love you.

I hate you,
I love you,
I hate you,
I love you...

I hate what you're doing to me,
I'm fearing all the love I have for you.
I know in my heart that I need to believe
But I just can't live without you.
I just can't believe when you're gone.
I just can't believe that you're gone.
I don't know what I'm supposed to believe, anyway...

I hate you,
I love you...

I love you so much,
But I hate who you are,
No, I hate what you've become....
Please see in my face
Who you used to love,
The one you're hiding from...

I hate you,
I love you,
I hate you,
I love you...

Maybe if I could find
A reason why
You'd leave me or break my heart,
Maybe thenthe light would shine
In my eyes
And I'd be able to laugh again.

But until then
I'll be suffering
From a pain,
A pain called mourning...

Too many days 'til I'll see you again...
Too many ways to play pretend...
But never enough to smile again,
But never enough for my heart to mend.

I hate you,
I love you,
I hate you,
I love you...

Why does it even matter now?
You're gone forever until I know how
I can see you again and smile.
Why does it feel like there's no tomorrow?

There aren't enough words for me to say
That I love you... but
You'd just shake your head in dismay
And punch me in the gut
But I'm already dead...
Or so it seems...
But tomorrow will still come.

Tomorrow will still come,
Even when you're gone...
Tomorrow will still come,
But I'll be just as sad as yesterday.

I hate you,
I love you,
I hate you,
I love you,
I hate you,
I love you...

Screw it, I need you.