Self-Oblivion Poem by Marqese Dabbs

I tried to merge are worlds to one
Morphing my inner and outer shell into something finer
Melting away the burning gold that held no meaning
Only to be focused to pull you in my life
The only one who was truly in my sight
Love, feel, these shine eyes black inside
Memories of you fading
Yearn, want, dreams dress the sky with stars
Romance this tale
Falling into my own sentiment
Can I hold you without, without you it's so lonesome
In my own self-oblivion
I tried to replace what was in my heart with something adjunct
With no prevail I'm just breaking myself
Heal me from my own damnation
All that is in an impending ache
Touch. give, sacrifice for who is deserving
Thoughts, life, it hurts so real
It all descends to feel life
It may be empty but it is in the soul
Trapped in this space and time
Blinded by a tunnel vision
Will it break to relieve
The self-oblivion