Six And Stick(Providence) Poem by Arthur Hummler

The closest to God that I have ever been

Is when I truly fell in love with my cosmic twin

Made me a better person wanting to obey the commandments

Feeling totally vulnerable with steadfast fears of abandonment

I know it doesn't sound like much fun describing it

But it's truly empowering not concerned how I most benefit

Surrendering to love isn't something you consciously do

Your mind falls your heart rises you're literally split into two

Truthfully it's a war that hurts to lose but feels like winning

Closer to God fulfilled knowing we're no longer sinning



It only happens to a very select few

A certain calling takes over you

A jealous trust stronger then faith

Knowing your on time even when late

Every fear you learn to appreciate

Imagine that appreciating fear

With the knowledge the end is no longer near

You are finally deservedly where you belong

With the one who gives meaning to love songs



The mundane is fun

When your with the one

Search is over The lottery is won

No more games Your done

Every day you grow closer

To them to God to the altar

Chemistry off the charts

Inner circuitry wired for 2 hearts

They actually synchronize

Heaven on Earth you realize



This is so rare cuz it takes mirror siamese twins

Body and souls separated before conception

Living parallel lives until the process begins

Melded back together at introduction

Preparing since inception chemical combustion

A relationship that gets stronger each day

questioned like no tomorrow

All others slowly fade away

no past no regrets no sorrow



Giving and receiving no distinction

No thanks necessary

Personal happiness an illusion

Building a legacy

All that matter is our fusion

The final eulogy

Never a bad decision

Never complacency

Male and female intuition

Sacred Divinity



True love annihilates the notion of self mastery

Impossible to turn off no matter how crazy

Contrary to scientific evidence

What takes over is providence

No longer in control you are selfless

Able to respond no matter how powerless

Absorbed by its Holy Spirit forever overjoyed

Being weak and helpless without feeling any void

Not much else to really say or prove

It's not that I love but I am you