So This Is Love? Poem by Clare Murgor

They will say goodnight but not like he does,
I love you but doesn't sound as right as his,
They will exist but not like he does,
Say they will care for me but he does it and more,
You ever loved someone?
That it gets scary you want to run?
Like how you hold on even when life is falling apart?
It's that scary..
Even though far, you feel the love
Always around yet they are miles away
Even when you'd run you wouldn't get on time
You would shout but not that far
But he doesn't let me run
He doesn't let me shout
Or stretch out so much
Or drown in thoughts
He always is here
Can I call that a home
It's is scary but safe
But it may be all in my head
I may be in a beautiful nightmare
But I don't want to wake up from that
I can endure the torture of that nightmare
He is my home