Sorrow Poem by Teasia Ruffin

This is a new feeling of sorrow
That I have never experienced before
It hurts but on the inside
It's like my insides are slowly dying painfully
I have no idea where this awakened inside me
I just want it to go away
It feels like a fungus of bacteria growing
On the insides on the naked walls of my body
It hurts like a sensation from hell
Maybe its punishing me for all the bad things iv done
I deserve it in everyway possible
Make me bleed