State Of Regretting Poem by Mycho Jamil

Months have passed
My heart still smashed
This love being unrequited
Has always been committed

If you were asking how was I
Well, don't worry; I'm just fine
Even though it's obviously a lie
I'm just trying to heal this heart of mine

This time, I'm alone
Trying to survive this miserable zone
It was so easy for you after all
Just as how easy it was for me to fall

But, just how
How could you be so happy right now?
Are you showing a facade?
Help me figure this out, God

I've been trying to take our memories back
And now every moment we had fades to black
They are softly, slowly forgotten
All left behind, unwritten

Funny how my heart aches from the things I see
I only wish that this were all just a bad dream
These tears on my face could fill up a sea
Just help me put up a smile with a vibrant gleam

Help me get out of this misery
My life itself is a dichotomy
I'm fine, I'm just not happy
This poem is very sappy

Between us now is a gap
Meeting you was probably a mishap
But there's one thing I want to tell you
One of the greatest things that ever happened in my life is you.