Struggle Of Infertility Poem by Marcy Kidder

A dream I've had for o so long, to carry something inside me, but somethings wrong

I go to the doctors year after year, they tell me that everythings normal which is not what you want to hear.

I wanna know what's stopping me, what's holding me back from my biggest dream.

Something I'd be so amazing at, something I crave each day. Something that when I see that negative it shatters me in every way.

This month was hard had all the signs, then took that test and only one line.

I feel like each year is a ticking time bomb, see I'm running out of time. As tears stream down my face, and I just say I'm fine

I wonder what I did to deserve this, will I never have the chance? Trying to hold on to hope, but then it's gone in a glance.

Just have to try to be strong try to keep my head high, hoping for the best, but fighting the question... why