Tear Poem by ally lira

tears streak down my suddenly blue tinted face
my eyes r bloodshot
searching 4 someone but not seein anyone
my breathing goes hoarse, while my throat starts to burn
as if being cut with razor sharp blades
im searching 4 help but no one hears a word
my heart goes thump, thump, thump....thump
i start to go limp but i cant stop the fight
with every movement my body aches, it burns, its in plain torture
i still move, and finally manage to scream,
'run juliet, run! '
a hand strikes my face over and over and i feel heat
my head hits the rough wooden floor till im semi-concious
i want someone to help but once again my airway is blocked
i close my eyes and leave a single tear.
i open my eyes and look into a bright light
its the way out of this horrible dream
i walk toward it but something trips me, and i start to fall
farther and farther away from my escape into a bottomless black hole
suddenly i hit the bottom but nobody comes to my aid
dizzy, nauseous and in an awful pain i try to get up
but somethings holding me down
i fight and fight but its no use, ill never get up now
i try to touch my face but my hands are bound behind me
suddenly i get madly jerked around
and thrown through air into somethind cold, hard and metal
once again i cry a single tear.
is top the fight im too exhausted, my body is too battered
but my mind is still racing
my head is pounding to the beat of my heat
thum, thump, thump
over and ovr, faster and faster
i want to cry for help but somethings in my mouth
cotton, lauged halfway down my throat
all the pain ive felt through my life gets multiplied by 100
i try to open my eyes but something is forcing them shut
i force a single eye open, but what i see startles me, i see a guy,
a familiar face, one ive seen so many a time
a guy that was in my dreams, my fantasies,
the one whom holds the key to my heart
hes looming above me
with a sick perverse smile played across his lips
enjoying what he sees that hes done
about as much as the pain that he has forced onto me
i shut my eye and see what i saw, only in my head,
my brain trys to process the image but nothing seems to register
my hands get set free, my ankles do too
the sock that was gagging me disappears
while a soft, yet still strong hand wipes the blood from my face,
and the tears fom my eyes
i silently dare myself to look up again, and i do
my aching, briused body begins to tremble
i cry and cry,
'why, why, why? '
are the only words that come out of my mouth
'because i love you.'
are the last words i hear
and with that a hand holds me down
a cold barril of a gun gets pointed at my temple.
bang, bang, bang
three bullets get lauged into my brain.
because of love i payed the ultimate price, i died.
a bullet never lies.
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this poem was written because of a dream that i had. everything that is in this poem happened while i was dreaming.