My eyes hold back its tears…
Emotions that I fear to feel
If I cry does that mean pain I’ll feel? ? ?
Or does it mean I’m weak and unreal? ?
Each tear I beg not to wipe and let drop
Each tear I hold back in its spot…
Each tear that begs to cry out..
Each tear that I hold back in doubt
My eyes watery as if allergic to cry
My fear that my heart will slowly die
That if I cry my life will pass by
And I will end up alone on the side…
I try to stay strong and slowly move on
But just knowing this is all your fault
Makes me want to go back and change whats done
But I cant… I just know you’re at fault! ! !
I’m here alone abandoned in the mist
Shattered, with tears held in…
A heart that fears to feel within…
Love that’s far lost in hell deep in! !
How much longer do I have to hold these tears.
How much longer do I got to wait to see whats near.
If there’s a way to walk this line without fear
I would and let the past disappear
But yet again my eyes want to cry
I fear if I do my heart will die…
I need to move on with my life
And forget what happened in that time! ! !
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
This is such an emotional and expressive poem. I absolutely loved it. Great Work!