Tearsdropsofafatherlessgirl Poem by Nalaysia vizcarrondo

Have you ever flet a whole in your heart.?
Have you ever felt like you couldn't find a part of you.?
I've try'd to let other people try to replace that part,
but those men always threatening to leave,
No ONE can replace that feeling only he can,
he left not to long after i was born,
haven't heard from him since i was about 3 or 4,
I can't even rember what this man looks like,
I don 't even rember what he sounds like,
It is ashame that i still am holding on to thin air,
You have never been there for ME,
I can't ven trust another man or even let him get to know me,
for him to be my father
, All of my hatred has pushed people away,
I am built up wich so much anger,
I have hate towards the world because of you,
I try not to hold on to thin air, but it dosen't work,
I try to belive it is not my fault but i feel like it is,
I can't belive it,
I must have been the worst baby in the world since you are not here,
i never thought i was that bad of a person...