' That Was Before..' Poem by Lady Ysabel

I was so stupid to never realized
the times we've shared was all a lie
So stupid to believed in you
that you were in love with me too

The night I heard you calling someone's name
while making love with me, such a shame!
All I did was hold my tears to flow
all the pain in my heart I never show

Then you left without saying goodbye
without even telling me why
I cried so hard all days and nights
still I wanted you here by my side

I remember the day I came to you
I was begging you to love me too
God, I've been a fool for you!
to did those things I should never do

Now all those are nothing but memories
I'm different now as you can see
Well, I saved my life, I saved me from you
You're not worth for my love, yeah that's true!

So don't tell me you want me back?
Never expect me to hold you tight
I must admit I loved you so much more
But hey, darling.. That was before..