The Bond Is Broken Poem by chip reed

what makes us so close
what is this bond
formatted off things we've spoken
boring words are broken
it makes you wonder how are we
where we goin
maybe one day we could begin to start knowing
passion could be what shes showing
i dont know how to feel
when shes around
sometimes im great
next my heart hits the ground
yet im bound
i wanna go away
but i stay
i have an odd sense
to show im different
dont know what meaningfull means
for 4 years shes the only one
who made a tear of mine weep
know that moment haunts my every dream
till it makes me so angry
my head blows steam
no one to take it out on
suddenly i become a ticking time bomb
i'll explode on the way we where
i just hope that im yelling at her
so she may can relate
to my mind and current state
possibly tell me its ok
that i dont feel a certain way
but maybe shell cry
and tell me that i lie
how i should go to hell and die
how im a mistake to the world
could never find another girl
that could be so nice to such
a f u cking a ss hole
shes tired of listening to me
so i should go