The Civil War Poem by Anne Sexton

The Civil War

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I am torn in two
but I will conquer myself.
I will dig up the pride.
I will take scissors
and cut out the beggar.
I will take a crowbar
and pry out the broken
pieces of God in me.
Just like a jigsaw puzzle,
I will put Him together again
with the patience of a chess player.

How many pieces?

It feels like thousands,
God dressed up like a whore
in a slime of green algae.
God dressed up like an old man
staggering out of His shoes.
God dressed up like a child,
all naked,
even without skin,
soft as an avocado when you peel it.
And others, others, others.

But I will conquer them all
and build a whole nation of God
in me - but united,
build a new soul,
dress it with skin
and then put on my shirt
and sing an anthem,
a song of myself.

Chris James 03 July 2021

Goddamn truth

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Michael Walker 28 July 2019

The poem is a mixture of negative ideas ('I will take scissors'): and hopeful ones, 'I will conquer them all'. It mirrors Anne Sexton's psychological conflicts, I think.

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Anne Sexton

Anne Sexton

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