The Family I Wish I Had Poem by Gee Cii Schnider

It's almost like emptiness,
Walking alone with these memories,
You took the lock to which I have the key
Although it feels quite opposite
Without you laughing and treating me
as Human,
I feel left behind.
I couldn't stop you, I couldn't tell you,
I could only watch you leave,
telling myself you'll come back.
You couldn't stay and I couldn't go
So now...
You've probably mostly forgotton me,
While I'm walking alone with distant memories
In almost emptiness.
I have no one to look for in the morning,
No one to win against in the evening,
And no one to stay up watching Movies.
I feel almost empty,
Now that I lost you...
The family I wish I had

January 2008