The Fear Poem by Hanh My Nguyen

Don't make me love you,
Then suddenly left.
Leaving, without responsibility
for all sorrows become daily!

Be away from the online-words,
You had come back to the real world.
Accepted to turn head away
Did you accept to that plain way?

The tragedy was just one
When I was so weak
All was my mistake?
When I couldn't run out facing the real sun.

You used to, were, my greatest.
So in love I was,
and so on the pains endured
When you broke,
My mountain collapsed.
I had you nothing.
Painfully just nothing!

From that on I was so broken,
such tough feeling!
My love,
dear my darling,
We chose the net to step in
Why the net also rounded me up?
from my wish to see you within.

Then I cried for an end.
Screamed loudly for that end.
End. It was really end.
Just hated me real but also surreal,
Why I thought that love?
When all I was alone,
and still I stood for lorn!

I was long for you so much!
My guts shouted maniac missings
Eyes are gonna dried for days and nights flooding
I am hurt, so hurt and extremely hurt!
Wanted to love but could not be hold.

My world without you is scaredly so empty!
When there was no fill,
Tragedy raised steadily
and lost is a great thing I feel!

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No...o....o...o! ! ! ! ! ! !
Please No! ! ! ! ! !
I beg you!
Kneeling down I look up and beg you!
Come back and do come back! ! ! ! !
Please come back and found me like once you had done!
I beg you! ! ! ! ! ! !
Please find me again! ! ! ! ! !
I am here, I am here and still am here! ! ! ! ! !
I beg you!
Plese find me!
Please! ! ! ! ! ! ! Don't let me die in the loneliness!
...I am really scared the fear! ...