The Gentleman's Bleeding Love (Tell Me Why?) Poem by Osaya Evbuomwan

What's going on? Why did I get this chill … This feeling I felt before?
Why do I feel like everything I've worked so hard to build is falling down…
Why is it that I feel the fact I'm not there with you your drifting away slowly but surely…
Why do I feel like I'm chasing you.. When the feeling should be mutual?
Why do I feel like your words are hollow every time you speak to me it sounds like words of disgust?

I mean I know we fuss and fight allot but is that enough for you to hate me?

How come I can think about you and still feel very strong feelings for you, I can still feel my love and burning desire to be with you, I can still see my self married and with children with you, but when I try to imagine how you feel about me I get nothing?

The situation is getting worse I want us to fix it before it falls completely apart, but I can't do it alone..

Why do I feel like your tired of even seeing my name.. Why do I get the vibe of annoyance when I text you?

My heart is hurting right now...my tears.. There falling but never touching this ground..
The soil in which I planted my love for you seems to be suffering from dehydration due to your lack of response to it.. with Love, Tender Care and Adoration
I'm tired or expressing my love because words can't express my love, in order for you to know where I stand you have to feel it yourself..

I'm losing hope because your drifting away I seek refuge in others to hide from the truth but truth is I'm losing you
I'm fighting everyday to hold your attention fighting with you to let you know I'm still here I still care.. I woke up crying my dream was heartbreaking and I didn't know what to do..
I don't usually have vivid dreams or can remember them but this one hurt so bad I'm crying as I write this and don't care if anyone can hear

I'm lost in this dark space my only light was my love for you and the feedback I received and I see my flame dying because of the lack of oxygen the air I breathe the air to fuel my fire
My fire is being diminished and my heart is going into cardiac arrest due to suffocation
My brain bleeds and my chest swells I miss you and I need you, I wanted You
My heart is bleeding Love but I draw my strength from thee lord God above


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