The Love Of My Dreams Is Lost Poem by Gothic Fairy Princess

I know your smile is not for me,
I see your glance is put aside.

Im not the one you dream to meet,
But its all right. I still abide.

Your hands can never touch my face,
You are to kiss some other lips.

My only dream I cannot raze,
My only sense, which never sleeps
While praying I repeat your name
The most sacred word I know.

Is it a fame or just a shame
What hinders you to look below?

I shall submit and shadow you;

Without questions I shall wait;

I shall become somebody new
I shall. If you appreciate.

I gave my heart to you. I did.

I dont claim you to do the same,
Just be with me thats all I need.

Dont think of me but call my name.

And when my eyes are full of tears
I know its nothing what you feel.

Im scared, but hiding all my fears
this is just all to real.