The Only Way Poem by Jade Nock

Why would i be scared?
The end is all i want
It's all i wish for,
All i need

If i were scared
I wouldn't have these thoughts
I wouldnt sit here
With the blade in my hand
Pressed tight against my skin
I feel it pushing through
Through the layers of my skin

The blood starts pouring
You feel the change
from all the pain
to the normality

I've done this before
But this time it's real
It's my only escape
The only way out