We arrive
in Scotland
(Edinburgh)
and find the
old guest house
and book in
and settle
in our room
with one bed
(a double)
a tall boy
chest of drawers
and a small
old dressing
table near
the window
well we're here
Rachel says
here alone
just us two
I watch her
standing there
our parents
(her father
my mother)
back at home
wondering
where we were
five hours long
train journey
I utter
wanting to
undress her
and get her
into bed
but stand there
waiting for
her to say
do you think
they will know
where we are?
she asks me
of course not
how could they?
she's unsure
and anxious
Daddy'll be
mad at us
going off
like we have
I hold her
close to me
kiss her neck
we're here now
as we planned
in Scotland
us alone
in this room
us lovers
she turns round
and we kiss
the best kiss
that we have
ever had
and we're free
to kiss now
and make love
in the bed
without fear
our parents
will see us
and she is
probably
thinking of
her father
the doctor
and I think
of Mother
the staff nurse
suspecting
she was right
when she said
to me when
I came out
of Rachel's
room last night
and she said
I don't want
you in her
room ever
again do
you hear me?
we are here
in our room
now Mother
and we will
get undressed
into bed
and make love
not just once
but maybe
more than that
it's raining
Rachel says
can't go out
and we look
at the bed
then undress
and we're there
together
stark naked
listening
to rain fall
while back home
the echo
of parents
and their call.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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