The Put Down Poem by LOST PRINCESS

Writing now so i wont write on the bus
I did that yesterday and then i felt crazy
Writing on the bus
reading on the bus
plus riding on the bus
equals an intense feeling of vertigo
my head was spinning fast
and the world was spinning faster
i cant think straight
because i never feel good enough
so my mind wanders
to places and points of no return
like there's this book i really want to read
and the movie comes out this weekend
or i hate school and my brain hurts
every time i walk into the building
the rooms are too bright
and the kids are too smelly
it makes my head hurt
with a headache that does not want to go away
and why doe everyone criticize me?
okay i dont pay attention
i dont have enough patience
i dont wear designer clothes
but i aint a bad person
that will never make me less than what i am
people become the dark side that is pulling me in
The more the criticize me
And pull me up and put me

d
o
w
n

again.