The Song Of My Heart Poem by Ellen Mendez

Clashing, bubbling in the silence of nowhere
Wondering were can find somewhere
Where is my perfect place?
Where is my desired happiness?

Does loneliness is really my choice?
Or they pushes me away by choice
Where is myself in this room?
My life was put in doomed

A person who only seek happiness
A soul that seek only peace
A spirit who only longs gratefulness
And a whole body that needs grace

Where can i find someone?
When committed souls left no one?
Where can i hide away from this place
When everywhere i go is always a space like place?

Am i really a devil person?
Why happiness is running away from me?
Am i a forbidden person?
That no one could ever put myself on a glee?

Is forever myself like this as a person?
I'm doomed; locked in a whole
But I'm waiting someone to open
Will wait forever as since as often

Oh! people hear my heart,
Make it beat, so in living i could start
Oh hear my cry! oh deaf persons!
And take me out away from this hole