The State Of Control & The State Of Non-Bothered Poem by none .....

To try to rule upon thoughts
To try to be in charge of mind
Is an worthless effort
By their very nature, they're uncontrolled
You believed in the life of arrangement
You lived your so-assumed life of law & order
You averted your own reality
& You clung in the affairs of world
You wanted to have a control
You wanted to have an authority
Over the ever flowing river of life
You ran into the maze of desires
& You never reached your made-up goal
Then you in your utter tiredness
Suffered & cried
You badly fell into the ground of reality
But you didn't died
Something in you indeed
Then you saw the one
You once thought yourself to be
Your ego- your hopes & desires
Being scattered into infinite pieces
Into the very ground of reality
And dissolved into it forever
As if they were never there
Now whom to control?
who is the controller?
Those mini-me's disappeared too
Into the infinite ocean of creation
Now nothing worries
Now nothing left to bother about
The river of life is the same
But there's gentle flow
No more effort now
A total let-go
It's the state of non-bothered