The War In Self Poem by Ade Renny Dwi Damayanti

I am in the middle of somewhere
Been waiting for the sun shine
My eyes wide open sight
Hoping could see the world i should belong to

I am in the middle of conversation
Been trying to say something in heart
My words i can not verbalize
The language only me who understand

I am in the middle of some day
Been spending nothing
My bed empty as cold as the soul
Crying with blanket silencing screamed

I am in the middle of anger
Been a long keep the wrath
My ego and emotion are now culminated
It's time for me to denote the wounds

I'm disappointed,
I'm upset,
I'm sad,
I hate,
I'm holding a grudge,
I want to destroy the world,
My world has never been friendly to me! ! !