There's A Reason Poem by Lauren Beasley

There's a reason why I still haven't
deleted your name from my phone
And there's a reason why I still haven't
erased all those messages you sent
For what good is it
to remove your name
when it still dances
in my head
And what good is it
to forsake your words
when I'll still cling to them
instead
Because deleting your name
would just mean
I'll finally be all alone
And erasing your messages
would just mean
I can no longer see what you meant
I'm not ready
I'm scared
To let go of the past
I'm holding on
I can't be free
Till I let you go at last
There's a reason why I still
am a fool when it comes to you
There's a reason why I still
recall happy times we shared
There's a reason why
you didn't love me too
There's a reason why
I always wished you cared
There's a reason
There's a reason