This Is Me 2 Poem by clayton young

This is me, forgetting what i love.
This is me, not knowing what i want.
This is me, wondering why i'm sad.
This is me, not knowing why i miss you.
This is me, screaming at everyone to get away.
This is me, hating myself for what i did.
This is me, wishing i could fix it all.
This is me, wishing i could hold you... but not knowing why
This is me, jealous and not sure why.
This is me, crying because i hurt you.
This is me, trying not to forget.
This is me, writhing because the memory burns.
This is me, unable to be happy.
This is me, gleeful just to talk to you.
This is me, with my tongue tied and im afraid to talk to you.
This is me, pretending that I'm over it
This is me, and i'll never get over it.
This is me, dong anything to take back what i've done.
This is me, depressed because it doesn't work.
This is me, trying to find the light without you.
This is me, not sure if i can.
This is me, wondering how i love you when you act like that.
This is me, trying to remember how you make me happy.
This is me, remembering that you didn't.
This is me, even so Still loving You!
This is me, confused and banging my head against the wall.
This is me, falling apart and trying to keep the peices together.
This is me, writing too you.
This is it and it says, I'm sorry.