This Pain Poem by Holly Polly Hancock

Wish I could take a fast car
And drive somewhere far
Away from it all
So I dont have to feel this fall
No where to stand
No one to hold my hand
This pain I never show
The hurt you will never know
Killing me slowly with all this pain
Knowing theres nothing to gain
Trying hard to get through life
Feels like i'm being stabbed by a knife
Everything good ends up in a mess
Can't take it anymore, it's too much stress
With everything turning out bad
It's driving me insane, making me mad
I cry every night
Wishing things would go right
My wanting to carry on is so low
Sometimes i wish i could get swallowed by this black hole
Knowing it would make everything go away
Not having to fear, everything to be okay
Wanting to go sleep
Not wake up, this pain i'm in too deep
I wish so hard that this pain would end
Everything to be right, to be able to mend