'Till You Find Me To Love. Poem by Crystal Hayes

why am I so disgracing?
I love you so much it hurts.
I even know what I'm saying.
every word lurks,
With the feeling of wanting to be heard.
Heard from your ears.
With every word
Through all these hard years
I try and try.
To understand you.
to see through the lies
I want to know who!
Who it is you love.
Who do you want?
and who away will you shove?
These questions will always haunt.
'Till the day you find me to love.