Time Poem by Rebecca Pepper

So much has changed
And I cant decide who to blame
Who holds shame, deserves their fame
And who is responsible for my pain
Could you tell me which way to sway
Choose for me the words to say
For I cant look in their eyes
Without feeling such shameful pride
The remarks I make as summer dies
Leave hollow hope and shallow lies
For I swear to them i'll live a life…
Can you call my existence a life?
But still I swear i'll try my best
To make the most of what is left
For both they and I don't deny
I have little more than months
Before I breathe one final sigh