To Much To Be Alone Poem by ashley roberts

non stop fears comeing out as my painfull tears

all the hateing over all the long cold hearted years

unable to settle down have a simple life a career

when my depression hits me my friend is this beer

it comes along and strikes me down in my own fear

crying for help but my silence doesn't let anyone near

if i see happiness iam not sure why but i steer clear

i stand and stare waiting for the end of my life to come near

unable to stand the pain and all the hatefull things that i hear

not able to take the strain from the weight of the world and my tears

so not matter what i do i have to end my life right now right here