Tribulations Poem by Jaycee Wilkerson

The lonelyest walk
Its because
I dont have you

Pitch black, only
Loved by few

I would give everything
Just to be around you
To talk, to see,
To hear your voice
Again

Just so I dont have
To pretend
That this life
Is find without you
Truth be told
I dont want
To live without you

You walked as far
As you could
I know your will
Kept you going
As long as it could
Thats what keeps me
Strong still

As my days get shorter
My nights get longer
My light becomes dimer

As my health gets worst
My body is getting slimer
It seems missing you
Isn't my only delimer

Not reconizing myself
Facing my lonelyest walk
With out you
Is hurting my soul

I have days
where I feel the world
Is going to swallow
Me up whole
Plus my nights
Are always cold

The name of this road
Has to be nightmare
Nothing im facing
Seems to be fare
Every day
My health issues
Are up in the air

Life is soo precious
With my health
Dangerously affected
Its hard for me to enjoy it

Punished for my body
Being neglected
Now it seems Im being
Forced into acceptance

People staring but no one
Really caring
Questions asked
But no one
Is really serious

Of the situation
Im facing
With my health
Becoming impatient

Time on my life clock
Is definitely racing
Smiles mask to the world
Of the fakest

How are you?
Are you taking care?
Is everything okay?

Makes me want to say
No Im dying
My soul Is crying
Happy days
Are hideing
From me

Can't you see
That physically
Im beginning to deplete

Flaws and pain
Surfacing
Evil using its fangs
To incert defeat

So No!
Im not okay
Its because
I could used
A brighter day
A shorter night

To help me
On my way
Of a path unknown
Each day
Which is not helping
By pointlessly
Asking me am i ok