True Monster (Part 2 Of 4) Poem by Cynthia Gomez

I feel like this every night
like its you
whos the monster to me.
but when i wake up.

i know its me
im the one causing pain
im the one beaking hearts.
im the one whos hurting myself.

i hurt my friends
to see their pain,
to see their dreams fade,
with me everyday

i cant stop
i always want more
i want people to feel the pain i went through
i want them to realize what they have

they have everything,
and thinks its nothing,
they have friends,
& real parents.
they have a mother who cares
and they think she dont.
they will soon find out
what it means
to feel pain beond bearable
they will feel how i feel
being torn apart to try to keep what they got.