Typical Poem by Christina Kosemund

I don't know what happened
How did it end this way?
Or is it really over?
Have I made some huge mistake?

How could I be so stupid
Letting him in like that?
Letting him walk all over me
Like a stupid 'Welcome' mat?

I told him things I couldn't tell anyone else
And he acted so concerned
I need to take more control of myself
This much I have learned

I hope that he's not hurting
Down and pitiful
Even though he called me
A woman typical

It was the most hurtful comment
Of the whole stupid night
I can't believe he said that
Not even close to right

And I can't even wish him pain
Because that's the typical woman thing

I'm the one who let him in
I let him inside
All so that he could commit
Humanity's worst crime

I hope he didn't mean it
I hope he didn't lie
But right now I just have to believe it
So I can get on with my life

I've always believed that since God is perfect
Things will happen if they need to happen
So why am I scared I won't see him again?
Of my life, I am not the captain

And I definitely don't want to be
Because I make so many mistakes
If I could trust Him in this one last thing
Life could be a piece of cake

Yes, he hurt me, but did he mean to?
And even if he did, who cares?
He did the typical, manly thing
So I will sit here and stare

And I can't wish him any pain
Because that's the typical woman thing