Undecided Poem by Sylviah Salima

A voice in mind can't stop talking, a song in my heart can't stop signing
I am happy, I am cautious, I am Sad, I am overwhelmed
I have pictures of beautiful memories in my head,
I have feeling of wonderful emotions in my heart
Please stop

I can't get my mind and my heart to agree
I am tired of this feeling which keeps flushing back as rays of light
Why can't I decide whether to go or stay?
Why is my mind and heart torn in between?
Please stop

My mind seems to have decided to walk down the aisle
My heart keeps reflecting on my past, current and future situation
I thought this is what I finally wanted, I believed this is what I finally needed.
Why is my heart and mind playing games with me?
Please stop

I have to come to a mid-point, a decision has to be made
Is this how love feels when you want to say no but your heart says yes
My head and my heart need to stop, my intuition has never failed me
I am ready to walk down the aisle, I am ready to move on
Please stop before I lose everything precious to me.

Let's go my mind shouts, please wait my heart confirms
Please STOP I can't deal with us.
Consequences awaits my decision.