Until When? Poem by Mc Dean Navarette

Until when will I keep catching for love?
If my heart gets like a hard stone?
Until when I will find someone to be with?
If I already wanted to be alone?

Until when will I keep on pushing?
If I decided to pull back?
Until when I am going to give my everything?
If my loving heart gets a crack?

How I wish I could just a bubbling poison
A poison that kills high-standard ambition
Tired of keeping all my self-defeating reasons
Worthless reasons that battle many oppositions

How I hate myself for loving you
Asking to love me back, which you can't really do.
Sorry for the all the untidy mess
I was just that so careless.

Until when my love to you will last?
Is it when you love also someone?
Until when it will last?
Will just wait, until IT CAME TO PASS.