Untitled Ii Poem by Laura Rodriguez

Then one who brings a smile to face
now brings tears to my eyes.
The one who makes my heart float
now makes it bleed.
The one who closes the holes in my chest
now reopens them.
The one who makes all the scars in my heart disappear
now brings them back.
He makes it so easy for my heart to believe
yet my heart ends up in doubt.
Am I walking on clouds?
Have I been blinded all this time?
Has my heart stopped believing?
Has the spell before me faded away?