Waiting Poem by Twilighter dazzzler

Back in this familiar cell i wait,
For the people roaming around outside to see that its late,
Purple drops and black lines trickle down my skin
Looking pretty but feeling dead somewhere deep within
I want to thank you for the memories i have
If i dont look now i see that things werent always so bad
Dont blink and maybe crumbling ruins wont collapse
looking past the glass at the world with my dreamer eyes
Get out there and convince myself this isnt all there is
This is just lies
Im sorry that sometimes i cant just hold it in
Whether you feel my rage and my undeniable hate
Or you see it as a game a match you have to win
Then thats whats you have as a mother, that is youre sin

I wasnt always so furious
At the mistakes you made
but whether their mistakes or your goals im curious
My goal is that some part of you will feel alone
Maybe the hole in your chest which makes hell feel at home

The suns setting on the outisde of my room
when i get past the window i'll fell the warmth on my skin
And as i open the door i pray it will be soon