What Can I Do Poem by Nikki Torrez

All I ever wanted
Is for some one to care
Some to be there.
I say I dont need this.
That is the truth
I say I will leave this
But how come I cant
Do I really need him
Or am I just too week
I dont want to live like this
but what can I do
I try to move on
but my heart doesn't listen to me
I say this is wrong
but my eyes still wont see
am i desperate for him
It looks like it
If Im not desperate for him
than whats wrong
i want to move on
but he wont let me go
I try and I try
but Im just meant to stay
I wish that I knew
but God so help me only you do
what more can i do
im stuck without a clue
Even though he loves Nataly
what can i do
I know when he's with her
but i still cant leave him
he says he'll be true
just like he said i love you
I fell for that one
so why should I now
I dont know what to do
but i wish he knew
maby somay
Ill find my way out of him