What Do I Do Poem by Em oxox

i'm lost in a world i don't understand
i'm losing my mind trying to figure it out
you are so perfect at almost everything
but i'm stuck trying to comprehend
the mess i managed to get myself in
i hate feeling this way everyday
i'm losing my last bit of strengh
i can't take the pressure of this place
i can't take the strain i put on my self
i hate that i got myself into this
this isn't the way my life should be
i'm lost in confussion straining to be free
i need a way out of this hell hole
i hate not knowing what to do
i'm losing control of my life
i need a place were i'm incontrol
i'm losing my will to carry on