What Do You Do? Poem by kente lucy

What do you do when you
want to love but cant?
when you want to forgive
and forget but cant?
when you want to appreciate
and say thank you but cant?
when you want to dropp the pride
and embrace humility
but still you cant?

strange monstrous feelings erupting
in the inside of me
my tongue is too sharp very piercing
it speaks not blessings but curses
not love but hatred,
my eyes no more warm with love but
blazing with hatred the desire to bring
all to an end, my heart not warm any more
My heart shut the door to noble character
my arms have no more the warm embrace
and my body, no longer at ease
speaks not the language of beauty,
but violence and anger

love I desperately cry out to you
come back to me, warmth I need you
more than I need any thing
life I yearn, crave, desire you
peace love, patience, joy
come back to me! ! ! !