What Do You See In Me? Poem by Sammy Peltier

do you see the hurt in my eyes, when i look up
do you see the emptyness in my body when i walk over to give you a hug?
do you hear the crack in my voice, when i tell you im fine.
do you see the dark spirit taking over me?
Daddy, im losing everyone i know because he hurt me,
i've turned into a horrible person
and i hate myself for putting you though hell with me.
Me and you use to be so close,
i use to be your shadow of joy
but now im just your shadow of hell.
I know you did your best to protect me.
but mommy didn't want you too.
she made you forget who i am and what you mean to me