What It Is To Be A Fallen! Poem by anthony rubino

WHAT IT IS TO BE A FALLEN!
A DR. ONCE DISCRIBED THE MENTAL STATE OF AN INDIVIDUAL GONE MAD, AS AN UNPREDICTABLE, VICIOUS, VINDICTIVECHILD!
HAVING AN ESSENCE HELLBENT ON VENGENCE!

DIAGNOSED WAS A SLOU OF PROBLEMS:
GENERALIZED ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, ADDICTION,
SEVERE MOOD SWINGS, AND POST TRAMATIC STRESS.
JUST TO NAME A FEWOF THE DRAMATIC!

A DIANOSIS COMPLETE,
KNOW-IT THE BORDERLINE!
A PERSONALITY DIVIDE,
IF ONE CAN BELIEVEIT,
THE DIVINE HAD NO HAND IN THIS DESIGN!

CURSED BY SOCIETIES NIGHTMARE,
MANY IN THE FIELD, WOULD COME TO KNOW AND FEAR!
HERE WAS SOCIETIES CAN’T FIX,
A CHILD WHO POSSESSD THE MEANEST BADASS OF TRIX!

BLESSED WITH UNUSUALLY HIGH INTELLIGENCE.
SO BRIGHT THIS SUN WAS TO BURN,
BUT A STAR THAT BURNS TO BRIGHTLY AFTER TIME
INWARD ON ITS SELF IT WILL TURN!

ARMS TO BLEED AND BLEED,
A WAY OF RELEASE,
AWAY TO SOMETIMES FIND PEACE!

MOST TO TRUST,
HIGH EXPECTATIONS,
ONLY TO BE BURNED AGAIN AND AGAIN,
BY THE DEED OF UNJUST,
ASHES TO ASHES, AGAIN ALL FALLS TO DUST!

ALWAYS ON THE TIC-TOC OF THE CLOCK,
ALWAYS ON POINT IS THIS CHILD CHARACTER ACTOR,
IN THE PLAY OF LIFE HE STARS,
WORN IS THE MASK OF A BEAST,
SO HIDDEN ARE THE MANY UGLY EMONTIONIAL SCARS!

FOREVER THE LIAR,
TO CALCULATE IN ORDER MANIPULATE,
IN ORDER TO DECEIVE IN ORDER SO OTHERS THE TRUTH THEY’LL PERCEIVE!

PLAGUED BYDEMONS, ILLNESS AND DISEASE,
THE LIFE OF A BORDRELINE IS NEVER AT EASE!

FATHER, MOTHER, BROTHERAND WIFE TO BE,
GONE!
LONG AGO ALL PASSED ON!

THIS PAIN AND SUFFERING,
WAS TO BECOME AN UN-WANTED BEST FRIEND,
HOPEFULLY TO SOON PART IN LIFE’S END!

TODAY THIS BORDERLINE IS TO SOME WHAT,
FOR BETTER OR WORSE,
ABLE TO FUNCTION,
BY THE MEANS OF DEDUCTION! ! ! ! !
BY ANOTHONY”GHOST”RUINO