What Should I Do? Poem by Kayla Sharpe

My thought are jammed
My heart in two
Wondering why I'm here
I'm confused
Don't know what's right or wrong
Or even why I was put here
It seems all I can do
Is cause heart ache
And for people to be mad with me
Would it be best to just die?
Love as I can see
Is not a part of my life
Only person who ever loved me was Tyler
Why did I have to be so stupid?
Not taking him back
Was one of the worst mistakes of my life
Would he still be here?
I just want to die
And no longer live on this earth
Which is full of hardships
People I love hate me
Most wish I was dead
Others say I should of never been born
What should I do?