What You Never Saw Poem by Michelle Gabriella Vergottini

A slap to the face
The Truth I can’t erase
I left you there
I wanted you spared

All the hell I live for everyday
I couldn’t share because you would turn away
I walked away
Knowing what became of those who wanted to stay
Did you really want to die
Did you actually want to try

You have never been beaten to an inch of your life
Then lie to make your troubles seem right
You live your life full of pleasures and hope
Now you come here to preach of loves long lost note

Love is nothing if I can’t bring you hope
Life is nothing if you can’t end it on your own note
I’m not normal
This you could see
You wanted a part of me
I part I never had
A part long lost to the damned
You live your life
I shall live mine

Hidden in the chambers
Those secrets are mine
I wanted to tell you
But I never wanted you to see
How life isn’t as perfect as you wanted it to be

Shoot me for walking away
By causing you pain
I gave your life to you again
For now you shall hate me
Yet maybe some day you'll turn back and thank me
For walking away