When You Decide To Hang On Poem by Deepak Ranga

When Someone isn't talking to you, why do you feel like not talking to anyone else.
when all the negative things comes to your mind, when you pray all the positives for her.
when you think if you are the reason for this, when you know any reason of her's would be acceptable to you,
when your mind starts thinking of ways to find out about her, when your heart doesn't want to use any of them,
when you call everyday hoping it will be answered, when you scroll the number again and again but don't call the second time,
when you start thinking how would she be this time, when the thoughts fill the corners of eyes with tears.
when without her every day looks a waste, when with her the day passes in such haste,
when every morning you wake up with new hope, when every night you sleep with wet pillows,
when life seems beautiful in every season, when without her you know the reason why.
when you can't tell anybody what's going on, when you know life is standing still.
when searching in your stuff you open that GIFT, when in the blank frame you see her picture,
when shoping for clothes, the only colour that seems to suit is Black.
when on everything that passes-by while traveling on the roads, when the eyes start searching for your name.
when you don't even wink at the most ultimate joke, when you laugh loud remembering your old joke,
when you don't feel like watching your favourite movie, when you tune into her favourite daiy soap.
when you keep looking at the photograph for long, when you close you eyes and start creating her picture.
when you wait for one more opportunity, when you rue every minute you wasted,
when you remember and repeat her pet lines, when people wonder the reason behind your smile.
when you quickly jump to check every new message, when you know her cell's message settings aint'working for long.
when you have a lot to reason for, when she calls your only question is 'are you fine'
when you decide to hang on to her, coz she lives deep down in the Heart.